are we in match?

we may not live together… we may not see each other every day… but…what is this desire all about? only in the present moment… together or not… sync or not… it is that much simple…!!! we may not eat same meal every day… we may not go to see movie together… but it is all […]

living on the edge

love… you must be crazy! dreaming the dream something like this… between you and me there is absolutely only here only now… no where…and now here… one step out of the present moment, oh my…such a dangerous place to be… such a gift to dance this edge… i know no one who could dance with […]

surrender of the heart

God is my manager, everything is handled so I can be present in the moment, follow Grace, and work on taming the fear and control of the mind into the surrender of the heart. I am not in control. I am only in control of my thoughts 🙂 Once the thoughts are at peace, infinity […]

wholeness

learn from life sweetheart why are you cutting everything into small pieces? w h o l e n e s s a complete package that is life embrace all of you darling… feed all four bodies; physical etheric astral spiritual all four bodies as ONE… too much dreaming…going into the mental state take you out […]

program

beautiful surrounding… sounds of soft sentimental piano music echo in the air… each bite… taking deep… tears… ah… again… it is you… no where to go… 19-49 memories… dreaming that was released long time ago… lingering… past… future… present… it is you… always… you…in this mind’s eyes… …yet it is not you alone… tribal… family… mother […]

dreaming of the valley

a long long time ago, far away land of the sacred valley where once kahuna lived… the valley had a dream… surrounded by rush green mountains, listening powerful voice of waterfalls, and a gentle cuddling of lullaby from a fresh stream… a love story… infinite dreaming… since she lived this valley, she became the valley… […]

crossing…

crossing of the path… why voice of the heart could not reach the way she would hope to deliver to others? is she too sensitive? is she too withdrawing? once a sharp sword cuts a line between two person, forcing to amend this seems failing… more words she speaks, more web of misunderstanding clouds clear […]