This feeling again

when and why do i start wearing this sad mask? this feeling again… as i drove by ¬†your place, thinking to complete laundry, putting your clothes and towels into dryer cycle. then in a drive way, your truck is there… it is a mid day, you are supposed to be working… as you always says, […]

Inner world / Outer world

How many of us actually live balanced inner and outer worlds? Drawing a line of between two worlds, place one person here, and place others there. It’s heartbreaking. Is there any breakthrough, letting us free out of the box, live a normal life? A crack of Humanity, if you fell into this, how could you […]

Slipping away

Do you have this feeling as if you do not belong wherever you are? You are there, yet you are not blending in. As if you are out of a circle, left alone, no matter what you do, still you are so alone without a hint of what is going around. Even be in a […]

Jack of All Trades

“Hey Jack! We still playing, right?” “Playing what?” “You knw what i mean” “mmmmmmmmmmmm… dat?’ “u still paying?” ” ” “hello?” ” ” “ug…” “is there anyone home?” ” ” “where r u jack?”   Are you the JACK or is this me who is the KCAJ?          

Selfless – hypothesis

In science, a hypothesis is an idea or explanation that you then test through study and experimentation. Outside science, a theory or guess can also be called a hypothesis. the sun, the moon, the planets and stars … a soup of neutrino ¬†ocean. Know Thyself …then, hypothesis would be a chapter to write. Observing myself […]


It was very quiet at the Beginning … then, YOU came in, then SOUNDs have started … Choose The eEnvironment of (what i) Love = Ev’s Love Imagine, an Eden …The Eden … what is the quality of the breathe? ; My Mouth Wide Shut Closed = KAPU/sacred. ~ codon ring ~ SQ = l […]

ReSetting our 1000 Days

Do you remember when we met? You said something about keeping a diary of our first 1000 Days? I smiled back say why not … I started … but I started all by myself … I choose a name of our blog, something like “1000Days” {as a fact, couple of hours prior to writing this, […]